Holiday is the last thing i want

Hey people! guess what? i'm f-ing bored at home, doing nothing more than reading a pile of books that i haven't touch since i bought them or watch DVD's that most of them are filled with crap an nonsense and everything that was made just to make you feel good but it actually makes you feel stupid. i'm being negative for the last few days, making every single f-ing thing that i do is a sin. don't believe it?well i do. okay that's kind of enough for the introduction. don't you think? i can make it longer but i'm not in the mood to do it.

Holiday,holiday,holiday blablabla. i'm sick of holidays,it's better to have boring school subjects with boring teachers talking about some thing that won't even be helpful in the future than be at home alone while everyone is out. some might say holiday's are fun, because they can hangout or stay late and wake up at 2pm and no one will care. it think it's rather fun..........in the start. i went out 3 days in a row and still think that my holiday is so dull.

i know that some said we have to be grateful were not the ones that are studying non stop just to ace that exams every 9th grader are taking to get into public schools, and bytheway good luck for that. everyone will have that exams, but maybe not to my stepbrother that happens to be not an Indonesian citizen so he won't need any of those exams and keep bribing about it. such a lucky guy. i wish i wasn't Indonesian, but that's who i am.that's where i'm from. and i might just suck it all up.

i know that this post is such a boring thing and not the kind of post that you need to read and understand or whatsoever. so see ya in my next post and hope you read it. sorry if i had some words wrong. well people aren't that perfect right?